Tuesday, September 3, 2013

Awareness of Awareness

No one can tell you what truth is if you don't agree with it.
Therefor the one who can truly add to this empty space is non other then you.
The truth is, how can you trust me?
I may be interesting to you and that is why you trust my definition of reality?
We are asking some deep questions now.
The conditioned belief systems about the patterns (love/fear) that you recognize everyday might never be looked at with depth, overlooked due to over reactivity and constant information consumption.
You may look at friends and family but you'l never look in the mirror.
No one is outside you and no one can help you.
They can offer advice and give you pity but they cannot fill you.
The the sensation of unity and belonging they offer is only a band-aid, its not constant it cannot heal you.  They've all gone mad just like you have.  Although you ARE aware of what you are doing, but why oh why are you doing it if it feels wrong?

"There was a young man who said,
though it seems that I know that I know
what I would like to see is the I that knows me
when I know that I know that I  know"

Realize and be aware of the awareness who asks these questions and who has an overreactive imagination, what are the beliefs you have about the questions asked.  You may hide from what you truly believe about your limitations because it is embarrassing to admit that you never had anything. Its hard to admit you made a mistake, but its easy to admit to your imbalance then to put belief into it.  Once you know what you dont want to believe about yourself then you are free to believe whatever it is about you that you want to believe. If you are not truly aligned with those beliefs then imagine the practical beliefs about the most likely outcome.

For example, If I was to leave my house for "pure fun" instead of grocery needs, billing payments, going to work or occasionally going out to eat with a friend, I would feel burdened to my living space because it's the only safe and comfortable place to stay relaxed, calm, lazy, and most of all bored. I call it settling! settling is not as exciting as finding a fresh new outlook on the top of an unknown mountain range or meeting the potentially "new first love".  This fresh concept is key to accepting and redefining your emotions and I call it "new". New is not old and so to chase new in whatever form the YOUniverse gives you experience a range of emotions you never knew existed. This can be seen as being a Yes man or a person who allows things to happen because they have a strong belief about their connection with source and guide themselves to parallel Youniverses.  If you've experienced something like Instantly appearing in a world where you can hear people talk chat in the background and understand the reason why they say what they say is a response to what you are thinking as if they are in your head hearing your thoughts and communicating through to you to provide whatever it is you are searching for or experiencing.  It would almost be like allowing others to read your mind for you.  You also might have experienced strange coincidences that make so much coincidental sense but the more you anylize or how I like to call it "analize" the tenderness of this planets gift giving, the more it starts to appeal to a misunderstanding perspective of a 3rd dimensional perspective of the souls curiosity.

For example, when you sit in the dark you might feel uncomfortable with you surroundings due to the "unknowing". you might find yourself trying to communicate to someone and you see out of the corner of your eye a figure of that very person coming towards you. In that moment that is what is real to you. Then as you prepare every fiber of your body for this unexpected moment and In directing your sight you create a new belief as to what is happening in your experience. The figure transforms into a tree.  Grow your imagination.